So,, I haven't posted anything in quite a while. Things have been pretty much the same and I have been really busy. Umm I am still living at my grandma's house. I am still talking to James. I have kinda decided that boy is crazy LOL. I swear one minute he is the sweetest, but if I say one thing wrong or make one little mistake he will flip out on me. But honestly I think that may be why I like him so much. Carson (friend) Told me that he liked me last weekend. He is way nice but a year younger than me. I mean that really ain't that much, but he just seems so young and idk why. I still really like Nathan! He is just so great. But I decided to get over him. And I did for awhile, but then we started talking again. I know me and him will probably never be anything more than friends, but I just can't get over him. Uh My mom is still pretty much the same. Lies, Lies, Lies. Last weekend she went with Ed (Bf? kinda) to Vegas. But then she says they are just friends. i wish so bad that her and my dad would hurry and get this divorce over with. My dad lately has been so controlling. He is being way too overprotective and me and him have done nothing but argue. I hate fighting with my parents so much. I guess everybody thinks they know the whole story with my parents though. Sometimes I hate living in a small town where rumors spread like crazy and everybody knows everything. So Jake (friend that likes me, lives 30 minutes away) is talking to me lots again. He wanted to see me this weekend for Valentines, but he had to go visit his mom. Quincy (Jake's relative) is dating my aunt Sara, so Jake said he was gonna give my Valentines present to him to give to me, so I could get it on valentines. I am kinda excited, but at the same time I wish he would not have got me anything. Haha I swear I have got too many boys in my life. Plus Leighton (boy who is friends with Jake) I think likes me too. He is way hot!! (: So idk??? I guess I will just have to wait and see how things play out.